The crying
The tears
The sleepless nights
Is this the way it's supposed to be
My head is ringing
She wont stop crying
What am I doing wrong
Holding her
Caressing her head
Shhhh
Shhhh
Back and forth we rock, standing
I don't dare sit
Shhhh
Shhhh
How long can I do this
How long can she cry
Shhhh
Shhhh
Gently stroking her cheeks
Tracing her features
Shhhh
Shhhh
Rocking, rocking still
Staring at her sad eyes
Shhhh
Shhhh
Have I done something wrong
Is there more I can do
Shhhh
Shhhh
I'm so tired
She closes her eyes
Shhhh
Shhhh
She sleeps
Finally
Shhhh
Shhhh
She's so beautiful
She's mine!
****
Today's word prompt was "Hush." I had no idea simply reading it would conjure such a powerful memory. A memory filled with so many tears, so much doubt, but then peace, and love. It became a moment where I truly realized God had given me such a precious gift. I knew there would be more tears to come in our life together but He gave me peace, he gave me her!
Showing posts with label Creativity Boot Camp. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Creativity Boot Camp. Show all posts
Wednesday, June 16, 2010
Monday, June 14, 2010
Creativity Boot Camp: Day Nine (Melancholy "Drizzle")
Sadness steeps
Forlorn weeps
Where is my love
Lost in the greys
Deepening haze
Where is my love
Wretched water
Staining face
Oh my love
Solitary wrong
Subservient song
Gone is my love
Deserted once more
Neglected chore
Gone is my love
Dejected alone
Tomorrow unknown
Goodbye my love
Forlorn weeps
Where is my love
Lost in the greys
Deepening haze
Where is my love
Wretched water
Staining face
Oh my love
Solitary wrong
Subservient song
Gone is my love
Deserted once more
Neglected chore
Gone is my love
Dejected alone
Tomorrow unknown
Goodbye my love
Creativity Boot Camp: Day Eight (Ornament)
What is beauty?
The braiding of hair
Wearing gold jewelry
Fine clothing
Beauty is vain
Imperishable beauty
Is a gentle and quiet spirit
Dressed with strength
Dignity
Respectful and pure
Honoring her husband
Her children call her blessed
A woman who LOVES the Lord
Praise
(1Pet 3:3-4, Prov 31)
The braiding of hair
Wearing gold jewelry
Fine clothing
Beauty is vain
Imperishable beauty
Is a gentle and quiet spirit
Dressed with strength
Dignity
Respectful and pure
Honoring her husband
Her children call her blessed
A woman who LOVES the Lord
Praise
(1Pet 3:3-4, Prov 31)
Saturday, June 12, 2010
Creativity Boot Camp: Day Seven (Fly)
Arms out
Eyes closed
She leans forward
Falls out the window
Wind rushes past her
Pulling back her hair
She opens her eyes
Ground fast approaching
She extends her arms out from her side
Lifts her head
She soars
Over the ocean of wheat
Her toes lick the surface
Cutting a wake behind her
A bridge stands disconnected
A perfect perch
She stands
Watching the gold dance in the wind
Eyes closed
She leans forward
Falls out the window
Wind rushes past her
Pulling back her hair
She opens her eyes
Ground fast approaching
She extends her arms out from her side
Lifts her head
She soars
Over the ocean of wheat
Her toes lick the surface
Cutting a wake behind her
A bridge stands disconnected
A perfect perch
She stands
Watching the gold dance in the wind
Friday, June 11, 2010
Creativity Boot Camp: Day Six (Fluid)
Today we've been challenged to use a different medium for our artistic outlet. I feel that I have been challenging myself, normally write in more of an essay format but since starting Creativity Boot Camp I've been attempting to write more poetry. But for today, I shall step out of my comfort zone, yet again, and take a stab at fiction.
*****
She stood tall, back straight, head and chest up. She was resplendent with a regal air. Thoughtfully, she lifted her arms, closed her eyes and melted with the music. She began to sway side to side, she turned, the music lifting her leg as it bent behind her. She came out of her turn low, back leg extended, gliding back. Gracefully she skipped across the floor, the music quickening her pace. She leapt, like a butterfly on the wind, delicately she landed, bringing her arms in and spinning again. She spun herself across the floor completely lost in the music, time stood still. Life was perfect, in this moment, she was perfect!
A noise startled her and brought her back to reality. Had he been watching all this time? Her face reddened.
Thank you, he said.
She bowed her head and he turned and left.
*****
She stood tall, back straight, head and chest up. She was resplendent with a regal air. Thoughtfully, she lifted her arms, closed her eyes and melted with the music. She began to sway side to side, she turned, the music lifting her leg as it bent behind her. She came out of her turn low, back leg extended, gliding back. Gracefully she skipped across the floor, the music quickening her pace. She leapt, like a butterfly on the wind, delicately she landed, bringing her arms in and spinning again. She spun herself across the floor completely lost in the music, time stood still. Life was perfect, in this moment, she was perfect!
A noise startled her and brought her back to reality. Had he been watching all this time? Her face reddened.
Thank you, he said.
She bowed her head and he turned and left.
Creativity Boot Camp: Day Five (Grow)
Leaping and dancing and splashing about
Joyous squeals of delight filling the air
The pool fills with cold water
No suit required for fun
Just as God made her
Not a care in the world
Enjoying the warmth of the summer
More water please
Purple lips wont stop her
Wrinkled fingers delight
Naked and happy
A fear of the water long since forgotten
Enchantment prevails
*****
While today was about growth, my inspiration came in a unique form. I watched my daughter while standing next to my father and to my delight he was watching me. The time goes by too fast, you blink and your babies are walking, talking or playing naked in a kiddie pool.
Joyous squeals of delight filling the air
The pool fills with cold water
No suit required for fun
Just as God made her
Not a care in the world
Enjoying the warmth of the summer
More water please
Purple lips wont stop her
Wrinkled fingers delight
Naked and happy
A fear of the water long since forgotten
Enchantment prevails
*****
While today was about growth, my inspiration came in a unique form. I watched my daughter while standing next to my father and to my delight he was watching me. The time goes by too fast, you blink and your babies are walking, talking or playing naked in a kiddie pool.
Wednesday, June 9, 2010
Creativity Boot Camp: Day Four (Heavy Metal)
Our Random Word Prompt for today really threw me for a loop. I spent all day mulling this over in my mind. What type of inspiration could I get from "Heavy Metal"? What did it mean to me? What images did it evoke? I was stumped! I kept coming back to music, the Christian rock my husband listens to, how he and I are alike and different, the separate yet similar journeys we've been on. Then I realized, I kept coming back to my husband.
*****
He brought us together
From miles apart
Two souls long searching
Attached at the heart
He gave us each other
To have and to hold
For better or worse
From now till we're old
I have no idea
The plans He has for me
As long as we're together
My joy you'll always be
Tuesday, June 8, 2010
Creativity Boot Camp: Day Three (Multi-layered)
Daughter
Sister
Wife
Mother
Friend
Child of God
Precious
Confidant
Companion
Protector
Supporter
Beloved
She has many titles
Goes by many names
He may have made him first
But He loves her just the same
*****
I must admit when I first read today's random word prompt the first thing that came to my head was Shrek telling Donkey that Ogres are like onions!
Sister
Wife
Mother
Friend
Child of God
Precious
Confidant
Companion
Protector
Supporter
Beloved
She has many titles
Goes by many names
He may have made him first
But He loves her just the same
*****
I must admit when I first read today's random word prompt the first thing that came to my head was Shrek telling Donkey that Ogres are like onions!
Monday, June 7, 2010
Creativity Boot Camp: Day Two (Picnic)
Life is not a picnic, but it should be.
A yellow and pink pastel blanket is laid out in the living room floor
Tupperware lids serve as plates
Magnetic letters from the refrigerator make up the meal
Two purple tea cups sit in the center next to a plastic pink tea pot
A 10 month old little girl sits chewing on plastic spoon slightly unaware
"Me and Sister are having a picnic"
And she gently pours her sister a cup of tea.
A yellow and pink pastel blanket is laid out in the living room floor
Tupperware lids serve as plates
Magnetic letters from the refrigerator make up the meal
Two purple tea cups sit in the center next to a plastic pink tea pot
A 10 month old little girl sits chewing on plastic spoon slightly unaware
"Me and Sister are having a picnic"
And she gently pours her sister a cup of tea.
Sunday, June 6, 2010
Creativity Boot Camp: Day One (Ivory)
One of my goals with Creativity Book Camp is to actually make the time, everyday, to write. As I search for my inspiration I don't know if it will come as poetry or rambling essays. But I will share with you, I will write, I will make the time!
Beautiful pages
Crisp and neat
Words of love from the One who made me
Elegant words of Truth
Wisdom and Knowledge
Beauty abound
Beautiful pages
Crisp and neat
Words of love from the One who made me
Elegant words of Truth
Wisdom and Knowledge
Beauty abound
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